birthday celebration

The people I love most in all the world made my birthday so special.

Mom & Dad gave me a tiara to wear (among other things) :) I received generous gifts from several wonderful people.

Then Matt had planned a series of surprised throughout the day.

A beautiful bouquet of flowers in the morning.

A wonderful, delicious dinner in a private booth.

A sweet, sweet card and gorgeous diamond earrings.

Then I got to go on a mini Target shopping spree with gift cards I received.

But the greatest gift of all this year are my family and friends. Most importantly, my amazing husband who makes me feel like a princess every day of the year.

I love you all! It was a wonderful birthday in deed!

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our spring love shoot

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All photo credits go to my mom, Becky. Wow. She did an amazing job shooting these. Thanks, Mom! We love you so much!

I dreamed for a long time about this shoot. Hence, the Pinterest board dedicated to it. The date kept getting pushed back for various reasons, but – on a whim – we decided to do it Sunday evening.

The weather was a bit cooler. The breeze wasn’t too strong. And, best of all, my love was willing ;)

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so long twenty-seven

You’ve been the best year of my life, Twenty-Seven.

You started on the beach. In the sand, under the sun. With Mom, while we were on another one of our adventures. Little did I know that less than six months later, I’d be walking across that same sand, under that same sun to marry the love of my life.

You brought a lot of travel, Twenty-Seven. Florida. Seattle. Mississippi. The Northwest. St. Louis. Chicago. Fiji. New Zealand. It was a blast. I took so many pictures. In fact, I took so many pictures I’m going to have to make multiple photo albums just to document them all.

You introduced me to Matt. And, Twenty-Seven, I can’t thank you enough. I had come to a place where I really wasn’t sure if I would ever get married. I thought it was just going to be me. And, oddly, I was ok with that. Just ok…because, like every girl, I wanted to get married and have a family. I was coming to terms, not my terms…but that’s what mattered. And then Matt was there, walking towards me in the airport on that sunny afternoon in June. And it was magic.

You held so many firsts, twenty-seven. Beyond all the traveling to places I’d never been. You brought first love letters. A first wedding date. A first proposal [with a very first, gorgeous diamond ring]. A first kiss. A first wedding week on the beach. A first wedding day. A first honeymoon. A first Thanksgiving together. A first Christmas. A first Valentine’s Day. A first love of my life, man of my dreams, answer to my prayers – HUSBAND! And last. Forever. Twenty-Seven, you spared no expense of blessing.

You were a “breathing” year for me, Twenty-Seven. The year before was rough, no lie. God was good through it all, but it was rough. Twenty-Seven, you brought rest. You brought refreshment. You brought blessing after blessing after blessing. I still feel like I’m dreaming. I am in awe of all God did in your short 12 months.

You brought exciting plans, Twenty-Seven. Moving plans. One way tickets to a foreign country. Purging our belongs. Selling. Giving away. Then packing. And dreaming and planning some more. Plans for adventure beyond our borders. Plans to spread our wings a little more. And fly.

You held so many memories. With friends and family. With loved ones near and far. So many good times that my heart could burst with the light and love of them all. I am so very thankful. I can’t contain my thankfulness. You were full to the brim, Twenty-Seven.

Yes, you’ve been good to me, Twenty-Seven. But God has been even better.

I raise my heart & my hands to Him – and thank him for you, for the gift of my twenty-seventh year of life. I am blessed beyond measure.

So long, Twenty-Seven.

Hello, Twenty-Eight.

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when the truth is shared, darkness flees

The truth is I’m a people pleaser.

I always have been. Chalk it up to my personality or being a first born or whatever. But I am. A people pleaser. That’s the truth.

I’ve learned to stand up for myself more. To refuse to be manipulated. To voice my thoughts. To follow the path God has for me, not anyone elses. But inside, I’m still eaten up by people pleasing. Or the fact that I’m not people pleasing.

Even more than all that, my tendency is to approach my relationship with Jesus from this people pleaser point of view. Just tell me what you want me to do, Jesus. Just give me the list of “do’s” and I’ll check them off. I want to please you.

Except that Jesus isn’t pleased by a completed checklist; He is pleased by a humble heart seeking Him. Even if that heart is broken. And wayward. And prone to people pleasing.

Over the last several weeks I have felt a gradual re-igniting inside me. To know Jesus, to love Him, to read His Word, to love others. More. And not just because I want to check those things off my list.

But because I just want Jesus.

One major thing that’s added fuel to the flame is this. Yesterday I came across a group of ladies on Twitter who are going through the 35 day Soul Detox plan via YouVersion. These ladies even created a hashtag – #SheReadsTruth – for the group so everyone can share via Twitter and Instagram what they’re learning. So good.

And so much what I needed. It’s amazing to me how uniting with other Believers in reading God’s Word breaks down the walls of spiritual isolation. It blesses. It encourages. It uplifts. It inspires. It motivates. It offers wide places, sunshine, freedom and refreshment. When the Truth is shared, darkness flees.

Anyone can join! It’s not too late to start. If you feel like you need a little re-igniting. Just because you want Jesus…

Join us.

Join me.

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i ♥ you, mom!

Mom,

Every year when Mother’s Day comes around I struggle to find the perfect words to express myself. Hence, the lateness of this post. But it’s still May – it’s still your month!

So many things come to mind when I think of you, Mom:

-your giving spirit
-how you make being a wife/mother look so easy
-the way you made our childhood so much fun
-what a great teacher you are (and I know will be for my children someday)
-your seemingly effortless ability to make a house a home
-how you cook such amazing meals over and over again
-your love for Dad
-your love for Jesus

Just to name a few.

So, I sit and think. Cursor blinking. Hoping for the perfect words to tell you just how much you mean to me. How thankful I am for you. How I couldn’t imagine my life without you as my mom.

And all I can think to say is: I love you. Very, very much. Thank you for being you.

♥,

Hannah

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3 ways to live your dreams

When you find yourself saying:

“I can’t”
“I couldn’t”
“It’s impossible”

Ask yourself “why?”

Do you feel a real point of caution? Something you need to pray about more, think on more, evaluate more before moving ahead? Ok. Then do those things.

But are you saying those things (and I would venture a guess this applies 90% of the time) because you’re afraid?

Afraid of risk.
Afraid of failure.
Afraid of ________ [fill in the blank]

None of those things are worth fearing. What is worth fearing is missing the chance to live your dreams.

So, tried and true…from personal experience… Here are 3 ways to live your dreams:

1. Write them down.

Sometimes ink & paper/black & white is the difference between a dream forgotten and a dream realized. When I take the time to write my dreams down – really, truly, honestly – I almost always begin to see that I really, really want my dreams to become reality and that my dreams aren’t as intimidating as I thought they were.

2. Pick a starting point.

Every dream has one. While it’s important to see the big picture view of your dream, no matter where you’re headed, every dream starts with a first step. Take some time to sit down with the dreams you wrote out and figure out what the starting point is for each of them.

3. Make them happen.

Once you’ve written down your dreams and picked your starting points, it’s time to make your dreams happen. No “ifs” “ands” or “buts.” Start now. Right now. No excuses. No one else can live your dreams for you. Only you can.

Bonus: Don’t give up. EVER.

And… here’s a little more encouragement for you.

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